Okay, so I went through a bad breakup :. I am afraid to close my eyes because he’s all I see. I am tired of crying and tired of waiting for him to be ready for us to be together. I have decided to move on and try to let go of the thought of what could have been us… I have been single for almost 3 months now, for me that’s a new record I can’t remember the last time I was single. I am going to admit that I always had someone there particularly a guy. I am starting to learn how to be independent, I like being alone but some nights it does take it’s toll on me. It’s good in a lot of ways but I am afraid that if i do go into a relationship again that my views of it will suck.
